Monday, January 28, 2008
♥ OUCH BIGG TIME!!!
ok, thats quite alot of entry in just one day..
i am crying..
yes.. again..
but this time, because of my frens..
read her blog..
she misjudged me..
MISJUDGED..
MY BEST FRIEND
i am totally sad and depressed..
you mite be reading this anytime soon..
but lemme tell you somethg..
i noe sumthg was wrong with the way u both gals treated me today..
i totally brokedown when you labelled me a hypocrite..
i am NOT a hypocrite..
i was sincere when i said that i felt hurt when you guys were being scolded..
you can ask steven..
you can ask hafiz..
i clearly said to hafiz that i cudnt see your faces so sad like that..
i even ran to NP room, justto make sure i can pacify you..
and this is wat i get in the end?
the title "hypocrite"
wow!!
and no, i did not change..
im still the same faathimah who is always supporting you gals..
i came for training to support you..
but seems like it backfired..
and i sae wat i mean..
i was sincere when i said i was hurt..
and i was sincere too when i said i was disappointed..
its up to you gals.
im not going to say sorry..
i wasnt in the wrong..
i wud rather you confront me face to face when u thought i was a hypocrite..
besides i did tell you when i said i was disappointed..
after all, our friendship is fragile..
i am crying..
yes.. again..
but this time, because of my frens..
read her blog..
she misjudged me..
MISJUDGED..
MY BEST FRIEND
i am totally sad and depressed..
you mite be reading this anytime soon..
but lemme tell you somethg..
i noe sumthg was wrong with the way u both gals treated me today..
i totally brokedown when you labelled me a hypocrite..
i am NOT a hypocrite..
i was sincere when i said that i felt hurt when you guys were being scolded..
you can ask steven..
you can ask hafiz..
i clearly said to hafiz that i cudnt see your faces so sad like that..
i even ran to NP room, justto make sure i can pacify you..
and this is wat i get in the end?
the title "hypocrite"
wow!!
and no, i did not change..
im still the same faathimah who is always supporting you gals..
i came for training to support you..
but seems like it backfired..
and i sae wat i mean..
i was sincere when i said i was hurt..
and i was sincere too when i said i was disappointed..
its up to you gals.
im not going to say sorry..
i wasnt in the wrong..
i wud rather you confront me face to face when u thought i was a hypocrite..
besides i did tell you when i said i was disappointed..
after all, our friendship is fragile..
11:13 PM
