Wednesday, January 23, 2008
♥ just one more day
OK!!! IM OFFICIALLY GOING CRAZY!!!!
thanks to the anxiety..
haiz.. steven learned a lesson..
never go out with someone who is taking their results the next day..
i drove him crazy seyy just now.. hahaha...
at first i was ok..
then fad start to get anxious about the result..
then i calmed her down..
after a while, i'm the one who is turning like one mad woman..
then, i totally forgotten bout this whole results tingy..
helped steven with his CNY shopping..
then aft a while, i received a msg..
yenny wished me good luck..
and my reaction was like "oh damn, results" haha!!! as much as i appreciate the gesture, i dont want to be reminded..
but mr sweet steven said this"i am trying very hard not to remind you about your results."
he's seriously nice and kind today.. haha.. THANK YOU STEVIE!!!!!
klar, fine.. i act cute rite? but come to think of it, i dun have to act wat? hahahaha!!!!!!!
BUT I STILL APPRECIATE NANI"S GESTURE!!! haha.. and hayden's too..
oh and wat azrul asked, gets me thinking..
az: ware u wanna go? do you wanna get into the U?
me: yes..
then i tink again? can i really go that far.. wat if?
haiz.. i duno lah.. that question really gets me thinking seyy.. i am soo afraid for the future.. i really wanna get into University..
insyallah, dgn berkat doa korg smue eh?
saw mr said in school just now.. he said i got nothing to be afraid of.. hopefully all turns out well.. he really has high expectations of me.. i am sooo afraid lar.. i need some pep talk please.. assure me that i will do well.. haha!! words are so good to hear.. but when it comes to reality? haiz..
then, there's another issue.. the wci tingy.. but i got this sort of allergy prob.. i cant be under the sun for too long.. my exposed skin will get very itchy and red.. and it will start to swell after being under the sun for too long.. weird rite? i noe.. and its freaking irritating.. haiya.. see how lar..
ohh.. and i stuffed myself with alot of unhealthy food just now. i ate macaronni(mummy's cooking). then i sch, i ate junk food and drank sweet drink. i ate the chocalate cake at LJS. i drank coffebeans white choc dream.. wah!!! in just one day.. thats how i keep my anxiety level down.. by eating.. hehehehehe...
and to all my beloved frens who are taking their results tomorrow.. we have done our best.. and lets all hope our results are the best that we've achieved individually.. if u cant sleep tonite just beep me k? i dont tink i can sleep either.. haha!!! ARGH!!! i am scared lar seyy.. I DUNNO WAT TO EXPECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok bye..
results tmr.
so fast???
actually not that fast..
but its tmr damn it..
thanks to the anxiety..
haiz.. steven learned a lesson..
never go out with someone who is taking their results the next day..
i drove him crazy seyy just now.. hahaha...
at first i was ok..
then fad start to get anxious about the result..
then i calmed her down..
after a while, i'm the one who is turning like one mad woman..
then, i totally forgotten bout this whole results tingy..
helped steven with his CNY shopping..
then aft a while, i received a msg..
yenny wished me good luck..
and my reaction was like "oh damn, results" haha!!! as much as i appreciate the gesture, i dont want to be reminded..
but mr sweet steven said this"i am trying very hard not to remind you about your results."
he's seriously nice and kind today.. haha.. THANK YOU STEVIE!!!!!
klar, fine.. i act cute rite? but come to think of it, i dun have to act wat? hahahaha!!!!!!!
BUT I STILL APPRECIATE NANI"S GESTURE!!! haha.. and hayden's too..
oh and wat azrul asked, gets me thinking..
az: ware u wanna go? do you wanna get into the U?
me: yes..
then i tink again? can i really go that far.. wat if?
haiz.. i duno lah.. that question really gets me thinking seyy.. i am soo afraid for the future.. i really wanna get into University..
insyallah, dgn berkat doa korg smue eh?
saw mr said in school just now.. he said i got nothing to be afraid of.. hopefully all turns out well.. he really has high expectations of me.. i am sooo afraid lar.. i need some pep talk please.. assure me that i will do well.. haha!! words are so good to hear.. but when it comes to reality? haiz..
then, there's another issue.. the wci tingy.. but i got this sort of allergy prob.. i cant be under the sun for too long.. my exposed skin will get very itchy and red.. and it will start to swell after being under the sun for too long.. weird rite? i noe.. and its freaking irritating.. haiya.. see how lar..
ohh.. and i stuffed myself with alot of unhealthy food just now. i ate macaronni(mummy's cooking). then i sch, i ate junk food and drank sweet drink. i ate the chocalate cake at LJS. i drank coffebeans white choc dream.. wah!!! in just one day.. thats how i keep my anxiety level down.. by eating.. hehehehehe...
and to all my beloved frens who are taking their results tomorrow.. we have done our best.. and lets all hope our results are the best that we've achieved individually.. if u cant sleep tonite just beep me k? i dont tink i can sleep either.. haha!!! ARGH!!! i am scared lar seyy.. I DUNNO WAT TO EXPECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok bye..
results tmr.
so fast???
actually not that fast..
but its tmr damn it..
9:24 PM
