Saturday, September 5, 2009
i used to wish everyday of my life that you would get run down by a car or truck or any other gory accidents..
then i reminded myself that itu fikiran orang yang tak beriman..
so, i passed that phase and moved on to the not-affected-by-any-of-ur-nonsense-anymore phase..
and i stayed there quite long.. then u started to pester me again.. and tried to work your way back in..
it reached a point where i really dont care anymore..
and now, ive found peace..
i no longer wanna know the truth..
yea, im totally free of the feeling of anger, curiosity and hatred..
i just wanna lead my own life now without you..
that should have happened like long time ago..
and alhamdulillah im getting the freedom now..
you were a mistake. but i have definitely learned from it..
and i hope i wont repeat that mistake again..
a chapter closed..
then i reminded myself that itu fikiran orang yang tak beriman..
so, i passed that phase and moved on to the not-affected-by-any-of-ur-nonsense-anymore phase..
and i stayed there quite long.. then u started to pester me again.. and tried to work your way back in..
it reached a point where i really dont care anymore..
and now, ive found peace..
i no longer wanna know the truth..
yea, im totally free of the feeling of anger, curiosity and hatred..
i just wanna lead my own life now without you..
that should have happened like long time ago..
and alhamdulillah im getting the freedom now..
you were a mistake. but i have definitely learned from it..
and i hope i wont repeat that mistake again..
a chapter closed..
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