Thursday, April 10, 2008
why cant you leave me ALONE?
why must you fuckingly disturb my moment of happiness whenever you see me?
you just woke up and you fuckingly demanded to watch the TV?
when im like happily watching the TV..
have i ever disturbed you when you're watching your fucking cartoons?
NEVER RIGHT?
so, the bottom line is, you have a fucking problem with me..
you just cant see me happy..
FUCK IT arh!
i am so angry..
if i cant have any moment of peace when im at home, THEN FINE!
i will always go out..
and if any of you, ANY at all demands me to stay at home, then i definitely have an answer for you..
you might see me as a patient girl.
you always asked me to be..
but hey, my patience has its limit..
and you definitely has reached its limit..
i seriously wonder when will you change your fucking attitude..
it has come to a point that i have nothing but hatred for you.
and i think my relatives are seeing me as an anti-social person..
but get this straight, i am like that only towards you ppl..
coz i cant stand how fake you all are at times..
so fake that it makes me puke..
and i think some of them have even realised that i have withdrawn myself from all this family activities..
the problem might lie in me..
but i love to be in self-denial..
so, i will just put the blame on all of you.
but hey, you all did some things to trigger my thoughts..
and seriously, when we teenagers say that our friends are able to understand us better, its for real..
but you ppl, will think that we have mixed into a bad company and they are teaching us bad stuffs..
and you even said that i prioritize my friends more..
but still i wanna say, I WANNA WATCH IDOL GIVES BACK..
BUT MY FUCKING SISTER IS TV HOGGING!!
why must you fuckingly disturb my moment of happiness whenever you see me?
you just woke up and you fuckingly demanded to watch the TV?
when im like happily watching the TV..
have i ever disturbed you when you're watching your fucking cartoons?
NEVER RIGHT?
so, the bottom line is, you have a fucking problem with me..
you just cant see me happy..
FUCK IT arh!
i am so angry..
if i cant have any moment of peace when im at home, THEN FINE!
i will always go out..
and if any of you, ANY at all demands me to stay at home, then i definitely have an answer for you..
you might see me as a patient girl.
you always asked me to be..
but hey, my patience has its limit..
and you definitely has reached its limit..
i seriously wonder when will you change your fucking attitude..
it has come to a point that i have nothing but hatred for you.
and i think my relatives are seeing me as an anti-social person..
but get this straight, i am like that only towards you ppl..
coz i cant stand how fake you all are at times..
so fake that it makes me puke..
and i think some of them have even realised that i have withdrawn myself from all this family activities..
the problem might lie in me..
but i love to be in self-denial..
so, i will just put the blame on all of you.
but hey, you all did some things to trigger my thoughts..
and seriously, when we teenagers say that our friends are able to understand us better, its for real..
but you ppl, will think that we have mixed into a bad company and they are teaching us bad stuffs..
and you even said that i prioritize my friends more..
but still i wanna say, I WANNA WATCH IDOL GIVES BACK..
BUT MY FUCKING SISTER IS TV HOGGING!!
Labels: i hate you
7:44 PM
