Wednesday, February 20, 2008
lets start with yesterday..
last minute outing with sakinah and aisyah.
this is literally last minute..
aisyah smsed me, then i say ok..
then, didnt have time to sms the rest..
i was running here and there..
and have to bear the bloody noises..
thanks to my neighbour who have the freaking money to renovate their house..
ANIWAES, we went to pasir ris beach..
picnic-ed.. (my dear frens, dont be angry for not inviting you babes.. i really didnt have time..so sorry)
then camwhored.. wasnt a good camwhoring day for me.. my selendang totally destroyed by the wind..
thanks yar wind.. u definitely did a good job.. bleargh..
but the wind is nice arh.. VERY strong..
after that went home..
but i sure had a lot of time..
"ade, ade arh.. ade, takde arh" u all understand this? haha!! sakinah and aisyah must be laughing their heads of...
but i had a lot of fun.. its been a long time since i see sakinah.. so, i enjoyed her company alot..
aniwaes, back to today, went to campcraft training..
everything went fine..
but i think i scare netti off..
haha.. i was super high when i first come..
sorry lah netti..
dunno what happened to me.. haha..
ok, on a serious note..
i beg for your understanding..
i really cant help it but to say no to ci course..
i really dont want to be in the position whereby i have to suffer a swollen and itchy face..
oh, correction.. not face only.. hands, neck, ears.. where else? hmm.. anywhere exposed lah eh..
its not a nice feeling to have a swollen face..
during mass pop, i ran to steven and i cudnt even tok properly because of the swelling.. you can ask steven how bad it was.. i cudnt even smile properly u noe? and i kept on scratching.. which i cant help it arh..
during ATF, i had to stop my activity because my face was swelling again..
so please.. i really beg for your understanding..
i don care if you want to suan me after i reject the offer(which you previously did when i rejected your offer the first time)..
and FYI, i didnt tell my parents bout the offer.. coz i will know their answer.. they will definitely not allow me to go.. they definitely wudnt want me to suffer right.. thats one of the reason why i said no.. and i might be working while studying(i noe my father is working super hard now bcoz of the expensive fees).. so, i wudnt be able to manage my time. i dont want to MIA frm my duties.. it will not be nice..
yea, so to sum it all, the reasons for not going CI course will be:-
- avoiding from swollen face(it sucks like hell ok? it awaes make me want to cry..)
- i dont want to MIA
- parents wont allow
- i need to work ya'll
does that answer your question?
oh, if you bring out the point bout CIBTC has more indoor activities now, what bout when i need to clock in hours? i need to go to parades, rmb? btw, this whole skin irritation tingy started when i joined npdp 06.. i tout because of the baton dirty or what seyy.. but after getting it a few times, i noe its because of the sun..
but first, thanks to steven for understanding.. coz he saw it himself.. my swollen face..
and, please dont hate me.. peace, no war.. haha..
i guess, friday there will be alot of explaining.. haiz..
i noe there's not much an alumni can do.. but if you need help in any ways, im willing to help..
again, im very sorry:)
last minute outing with sakinah and aisyah.
this is literally last minute..
aisyah smsed me, then i say ok..
then, didnt have time to sms the rest..
i was running here and there..
and have to bear the bloody noises..
thanks to my neighbour who have the freaking money to renovate their house..
ANIWAES, we went to pasir ris beach..
picnic-ed.. (my dear frens, dont be angry for not inviting you babes.. i really didnt have time..so sorry)
then camwhored.. wasnt a good camwhoring day for me.. my selendang totally destroyed by the wind..
thanks yar wind.. u definitely did a good job.. bleargh..
but the wind is nice arh.. VERY strong..
after that went home..
but i sure had a lot of time..
"ade, ade arh.. ade, takde arh" u all understand this? haha!! sakinah and aisyah must be laughing their heads of...
but i had a lot of fun.. its been a long time since i see sakinah.. so, i enjoyed her company alot..
aniwaes, back to today, went to campcraft training..
everything went fine..
but i think i scare netti off..
haha.. i was super high when i first come..
sorry lah netti..
dunno what happened to me.. haha..
ok, on a serious note..
i beg for your understanding..
i really cant help it but to say no to ci course..
i really dont want to be in the position whereby i have to suffer a swollen and itchy face..
oh, correction.. not face only.. hands, neck, ears.. where else? hmm.. anywhere exposed lah eh..
its not a nice feeling to have a swollen face..
during mass pop, i ran to steven and i cudnt even tok properly because of the swelling.. you can ask steven how bad it was.. i cudnt even smile properly u noe? and i kept on scratching.. which i cant help it arh..
during ATF, i had to stop my activity because my face was swelling again..
so please.. i really beg for your understanding..
i don care if you want to suan me after i reject the offer(which you previously did when i rejected your offer the first time)..
and FYI, i didnt tell my parents bout the offer.. coz i will know their answer.. they will definitely not allow me to go.. they definitely wudnt want me to suffer right.. thats one of the reason why i said no.. and i might be working while studying(i noe my father is working super hard now bcoz of the expensive fees).. so, i wudnt be able to manage my time. i dont want to MIA frm my duties.. it will not be nice..
yea, so to sum it all, the reasons for not going CI course will be:-
- avoiding from swollen face(it sucks like hell ok? it awaes make me want to cry..)
- i dont want to MIA
- parents wont allow
- i need to work ya'll
does that answer your question?
oh, if you bring out the point bout CIBTC has more indoor activities now, what bout when i need to clock in hours? i need to go to parades, rmb? btw, this whole skin irritation tingy started when i joined npdp 06.. i tout because of the baton dirty or what seyy.. but after getting it a few times, i noe its because of the sun..
but first, thanks to steven for understanding.. coz he saw it himself.. my swollen face..
and, please dont hate me.. peace, no war.. haha..
i guess, friday there will be alot of explaining.. haiz..
i noe there's not much an alumni can do.. but if you need help in any ways, im willing to help..
again, im very sorry:)
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